Saturday, April 4, 2015

Please Love Me



Please,
See Me
Please
Acknowledge Me
Please
Accept Me
Please
Love

Love Me
Please
For Me
Please

How Am
I Supposed
To Keep
My Birth Culture
Important
In My
Life
When I
Have Little
Exposure
To It

Should I
Surrender
Accept
Defeat
Simply
Forget
And
Move On
Is There
A Solution
That does
Not
Require
Any
Bigger
Sacrifice



Could
My Priorites
Be
An Obstacle
To
Finding
Love
Should
I
Have To
Forsake
Something
To Gain
Love







As an female and Asian adult adoptee maybe I'm scared of love since most of my experiences with the opposite sex has involved both stereotypes, prejudices and racism. My first boyfriend was not an adoptee or Asian, he was a Caucasian. We were High School sweethearts, but now when I think about it he actually approched me assuming I knew Japanese. (Yes I am Asian; but not Japanese.)
This experience thought me I probably would have to look for an Asian male or adoptee or possibly both. KAD love all around it is the bomb right. 

Yet I know you can't control love once it enters your life you can either accept or try to resist it.